Monday, November 17, 2008

心裡話

問題中的問題出現了.是不是不應該要來台灣呢?至從來到台灣后,覺得我的性格變了.不知為甚么?有時朋友有問題,我想幫但是他們終始覺得我幫不了他們.我有那么差嗎???有時需要利用到我時,就對我很好.不需要時,就不理不采.我的生活越變越冷.沒有真正的快樂過.一些朋友就天天在炫耀自己的成績.一些就天天講名牌.可能覺得我不愛讀書不愛講名牌就很outdate.或須,覺得你們自己很update.但是我覺得你們只是一般貨而已.我不需要你們的爛思想.雖然我不愛計較,但是不要以為我甚么都不理.有時候很想用一些東西來麻醉自己.想找個人來聊聊,但是沒有人能令我相信的.我能相信誰???難道這是所謂大學生活嗎???還是你們覺得基督教的人是那麼的outdate嗎???我不想在過這種生活啊!!!!!!誰可以改變我的生活???

3 comments:

Cherrie said...

da jie... must be strong wor, we all will always support n pray for u de =)

wendy said...

thanks...i will de

Jessie said...

Wendy babe.. I face the same prob too. It happens on my ex secondary classmate that came to study together with me. When sem just started he very good with me cuz i got car. He always help me with my hw that time cuz he can ask me to bring him out everytime and that i will have no excuse to say no. After my bro came back and took back his car, he never help me with my hw anymore. He even like don coi me lo. This is the reality of uni life. everyone is selfish. You just have to learn to close your eyes. I know its cruel. But this is real life. I hate it so much but you just have to do it to survive. This is the real uni life. Jy o! You can get through it de! Just like me! Gambate o!! Still got your GB 8 Po babes to support you!!! Muaks!!!!